Thank you Nancy for sharing with me abut your loss.  I also loss my father from cancer in June last year, my mother passed away in September, she had advanced Alzheimers and then my partner in November from cancer.  We had four months from diagnosis and spoke often about my going on alone.  I just have never felt so terrible and alone.  I will try to take it a minute at a time.

Nancy so sorry for your loss, my partner and I were together 36 years and I recently retired so we had "retirement plans" that now will only be thoughts. It is very difficult to spend a great part of your life with one person and think that when the day comes that you both can enjoy all your time together, it didn't happen. I think about her every day and miss what we had.

Thank you for your post.